lol - i was just a little on the down side the other day... lotsa crap has gone down this past 8 months. brief summary:


6 people died, two of them suddenly.

3 more have cancer.

family court case/custody battle going on.

another family member being adopted out.

1 person has been diagnosed with aids, her 3yo daughter with hiv.

my godfather scared the shit outta me with his psychoticness on xmas eve, he's pretty much dead to me now - i don't care to speak to him again.

my grandmother refuses to speak to my mother. (we live 10mins apart)

my uncles threatened my dad's life.

petty, but my car was broken into twice & i lost $1500 worth of stuff.

etc



but no worries - last night was bumpin' fun... bought some new clothes, got a haircut, slicked my hair with ultraviolet reactive hair gel (black light) and went to work at the pub - good times.